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HII!! I REALLY LIKE YOUR WRITING SO MUCH!! I just read your wilbur soot fic "Radar Detector" and I really LOVED it. I was hoping you could do another wilbur soot songfic cause theyre so good😭 (preferably lover by taylor swift or just any taylor swift song that you'd like.
THATS ALL!! MWA I LOVE UR WRITING!!🫶
I'm so excited to do another song fic you have no idea. Also, a confession: I'm a closet Swiftie...
Pairing: CC!Wilbur x Gn!Reader
Lover
We could leave the Christmas lights up 'til January And this is our place, we make the rules
The tree in the living room was the first thing you saw when you opened your eyes. In your tiredness, all the colorful lights were out of focus and created a mesh of blob colors. It was pretty, in the way that abstract art flows together.
"We really should take that down." Wilbur says from behind you, and you realize that the general warmth around you is him. The arm over your waist, holding you to him and the couch? Him.
"We can leave it up." You answer, yawning. "I like it."
"It's not Christmastime anymore, love." He smiles into your shoulder, making you smile too.
Something about him generates happiness. In your hazy vision, spotted with colorful christmas lights, you can't imagine anything better.
"So? This is our flat."
He laughs. "Point taken."
We could let our friends crash in the living room This is our place, we make the call.
"You're fine, right?" You ask Tommy, giving him a pointed look.
For once in his life, the boy knows how to be subtle and nods. "Yeah, yeah, I'm great."
"We have more blankets if you want them!" Wilbur announces, strolling in with his arms full of blankets. He dumps them all on top of Tommy, eyebrows creased with worry. "You sure you don't mind staying on the couch?"
He nods, rolling his eyes. "I used to sleep on your floor, Wil."
"That was different! And I gave you an air mattress that time!"
"Which is practically the floor. I'm a big man, I can take the fucking couch."
Wilbur turns to you, as if you'll take his side. You may be dating him, but that doesn't mean you're agreeing with him.
"He'll be fine, Wilbur." You assure him.
Tommy was only staying for the night, anyway. One of his vlogs ran late, leaving him here way after dark. And Wilbur wouldn't stand for letting him head home at this time of night. Honestly, you found their brother thing endearing. And it made Wilbur happy, which made you happy.
Besides, Tommy was a good kid. A nightmare at times, but good in heart. Mostly.
Wilbur gives a regretful look at your couch (which is actually pretty nice) before sighing. "Fine, fine. We'll be just down the hall if something happens, so just... wake us. Yeah?"
"Wilbur!" Tommy groans. "Fuck off! I can sleep on your couch!"
"I know! I'm just making sure!"
"Go fucking cuddle or something." Tommy huffs, settling under all the blankets and turning his back to Wilbur.
You laugh softly, flicking off the lights. "C'mon love. Good night, Tommy."
"Night." Wilbur echoes your words, wrapping his arm around your shoulders and guiding you so you don't run into a wall on your way to the bedroom. "He'll be fine, right?"
"Of course he will." You say, leaning up to give him a quick kiss. "Now it's our turn to get some rest. Go do your night routine, or whatever."
"Will do." Wilbur agrees, quietly heading off toward the bathroom.
With every guitar string scar on my hand I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover.
You ran your thumb over the inside of his palm, prompting Wilbur to squeeze your fingers in return. The callouses on his fingers are rough against your skin, but you don't mind. They're testaments to his love for music, to his commitment to it.
You love them simply because they're a part of him.
"I promised to teach you guitar one day." Wilbur reminds you, voice soft.
"And I still want to learn." You assure him, a smile gracing your face. "Maybe one day I'll get callouses like yours." You add in as a tease.
"No guitar string scars though." He raises your hand to his lips, pressing a kiss to your fingertips. It makes you laugh. "I'll teach you how to play guitar safely."
"What, and you don't play safely?"
He nudges you, because you know the answer to that. You've seen too many broken picks and snapped guitar strings. There's a faint scar on his palm where a snapped string cut him, even.
"You'll be so bad at guitar." Wilbur says with a grin. "I can't wait to love you for it."
"Hey!"
Swear to be overdramatic and true to my lover.
"I'm dying." Wilbur announces, draping himself over the back of your chair dramatically. "I've been shot. I'm dying."
You can't help but roll your eyes, laughing. "Wil, it was a Nerf dart."
"Tell my friends and family I love them." He wails, squeezing onto your hand. "I'll miss you."
"You aren't dying."
"Oh goodbye world! I yearn to feel the sun upon my face, but alas, I die in the cold night!"
"Oh Wilbur!" Tommy crows, darting around a corner with a raised Nerf gun.
Wilbur shouts, hands going for his own Nerf gun, finding nothing. In response, Tommy's smile widens into something evil as he holds up a second Nerf gun.
"Who's the bitch boy?" He asks, eyes wide with delight.
You burst into loud laughter as Wilbur runs from the room, sliding on the wooden floors in his socks.
And at every table, I'll save you a seat, lover.
Hand on the back of the chair, Wilbur pulls it away from the cloth-covered table for you. You can’t help your grateful smile, sinking into it without a second thought. The wedding you two were at was busy, and you had been on your feet for literal hours. He was a godsend at this moment, and judging by his grin he knew it.
“Water?” You ask, holding up a bottle of water for him. You had originally left his side to grab some, knowing he was thirsty but wouldn’t ask for a water.
“Thank you.” Wilbur says, taking it from you. He presses a kiss to your head before pushing in your chair and sitting down at the one next to you, which has his suit jacket thrown over the back. “Almost payment enough for saving your chair?”
“Almost?” The laugh you let out isn’t dignified in the slightest, but his eyes sparkle like it’s the best sound he’s ever heard.
“I had to fight a guy off with my fists to keep it.”
“Bullshit.”
“You’ll never know if it is or isn’t.” He teases, taking a sip of the water. “But I deserve better payment.”
With a roll of your eyes, you lean forward to give him a quick peck on the lips. He cups your cheek, catching your face before you can pull away, just to prolong the kiss for a moment more before he lets go.
“Happy?” You ask, raising your eyebrows.
“The happiest.”
#dsmp#mcyt#mcyt imagine#wilbur soot x reader#wilbur soot x you#wilbur soot#wilbur x reader#wilbur imagine#wilbur#wilbur soot fluff#wilbur soot imagine
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Hi hi hello! Can i request mordern high school love with thoma? Reader being a gentle and reserved person being more popular among the juniors and thoma popular for his charm and being on the basketball team. Theyre relationship isnt too open but its not a secret either. They try to keep it low key of course
Now imagine the small moments with him :( after school studying at the library, walking home together, recess on the rooftop, arcade dates on the weekend and him winning you a plushie that we know sleep with evry night :(( him asking you to prom and being a gentleman :(( him coming over after school to study but end up staying over cause of the thunderstorm outside :(( our parents love him hes so sweet
(Pls help im so delulu for him)
ngl i love. modern high school aus theres smth about the simplicity of high school and being in the in between where you're *almost* an adult but still treated like a child and knowing youre about to ?? crest smth that everyone talks about anyway idk i really romanticised my high school life and ngl all my friends are from higschool LMAOO also the whole freshman/junior/sophmore/senior thing makes no sense to me idek if i put this in the right order and i wish prom was more of a thing here bc yall make it seem so fun
Thoma is definitely that kid that people know of, but don't really know all too well. He's really nice and all the teachers and students like him, and of course being both attractive and athletic made him that much easier to admire.
You had a crush on him for what feels like forever, wishing that one day he'd notice you out of all the other people who liked him too. He had so many admirers due to how kind he was, but being his friend you knew that there was so much to him.
When he finally asked you out it was the most cliche, yet sweetest way he could have ever done it. He drove you to a place that the two of you often frequented. When you got out, you turned around to see a picnic he prepared for the two of you, thinking it was just another nice thing he was doing for you because you were a little stressed out recently but the flowers and shy look on his face told you otherwise.
The two of you didn't go out of your way to tell everyone you were dating. Thoma just wasn't as willing to let people touch him as much, and you were seen hanging around the basketball team a little more often than before. Thoma always walked you to class anyway if he could, so people couldn't really tell the difference until one day they saw him give you a hug.
By that point everyone found out pretty quick but the two of you didn't feel the need to justify anything to anybody so you'd just confirm that you were dating and that was it.
Thoma always loves taking you on various dates whenever you can. He would see what kinds of places pop up on his feed and scout them out before taking you out for a night on the town (until curfew of course).
Your parents were really trying to look for something to be wrong with him, not wanting him to distract you from your life or end up in an unsatisfactory position of your heart being broken or anything like that. However, the fact that he constantly brought you home on time and made sure to say greet your parents every time as well as bring them treats he baked himself made it hard for him to stay hated in their eyes.
He's constantly gifting you things that remind him of you. If he's at the grocery store then he's giving you a candy that you liked. If he's at the mall he found some accessory he thought you'd look good with. It doesn't matter when or where - you're always on his mind and the trinkets you've accumulated from him are proof of that.
Whenever there are any events locally he loves to take you to them. Whether it be some sort of festival or just a pop up his favourite thing to do is explore the grounds with you and spoil you with prizes or the food there. He's got no limits when it comes to you.
Exam season means crunch time. The two of you are forcibly holed up by each other to try and get studying done. He's a hard worker so he's got tons of study tips for you if you need it and the right amount of rewards too. Whenever you get a practise question right or finish a writing prompt within the time limit well he always congratulates you with a hug or a kiss.
I can see him being super into doubling too. The two of you are one of those people who are constantly on call just doing random shit together. Neither of you has to actually talk to the other person - you both just like being in each other's presence.
Your room and bed are both filled with tons of things that Thoma gives you and he can't help but grin to himself whenever he comes over and sees it. He's got photos commemorating everything on his phone, glad that you like the things he gives you as much as he likes you.
Thoma absolutely adores you and I can see the two of you being high school sweethearts. He comes to your events and you to his, and the two of you end up living a perfectly happy life together, glad that one day oh so many years ago the two of you were assigned lockers next to each other.
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SPEAKING OF SEASON FOUR
I'm so worried that the duffer brothers are gonna fuck up jancy. That flirting with Steve and Nancy in season four was not cute. Like jancy isn't my favorite ship in the series (because I'm in love with Jonathan but that's not the point) but we've established that Nancy DOESN'T love Steve. Did you see Jonathan's face when Nancy started talking about how Steve's grown up? You could tell it made him insecure, It's foreshadowing the love triangle all over again and there's no point in keeping it. It doesn't add to the story it's just another stupid plot for drama, which we don't really need!
It also takes away from Nancy's character!! She's not the kind of girl to just go from guy to guy. She's also not the kind of girl to flirt with her ex who's clearly still got feelings for her while she has a boyfriend!! Even if it was unintentional, like subconsciously, still she's smarter than that and she cares about Jonathan and Steve's feelings she wouldn't risk hurting the both of them at once.
I mean if we're talking about come home it could work as something for bug and Steve to work through I guess ( I don't wanna talk about it too much because it's so far away and there's a lot more we have to go through to get to that point) but it's so outside of Nancy's character. Maybe she's just confused cause she almost died and saw Steve get seriously hurt? But still Nancy isn't a homewrecker and she's not a super jealous or promiscuous person. Even if she didn't know about how close bug and Steve have grown she wouldn't go after him. But strictly speaking of stranger things now. She hardly interacted with Steve in season four, which is fair she's still in highschool and Steve has a job. They have their own shit going on. It's understandable. I feel like Nancy's character gets misconstrued a lot, partially because she keeps getting reduced to a love interest. I just hope Nancy and Jonathan don't fall apart because of how much they've changed during their time away. I love Steve but he's not right for Nancy and she's not right for Steve. I hope they Don't ruin such a great relationship with so much potential. Like I see the problems in jancy but I can see how well it could work if given the chance.
honestly it just feels like the writers dont KNOW what to do with nancy anymore or even jancy. i adore them and think theyre so sweet together but the writers are just ,,,, pissing me off. bringing back steves feelings for her and nancys weird feelings for him was just ??? unnecessary and NO ONE was asking for it
i will say however i do see the vision for stancy. i think they did have a good shot at being in love and happy, theyre right person wrong time, but if that was the plan since season 1 then ,,,, it shouldve been touched on earlier ?!?!!? we dont see nancys feelings for steve at ALL until season 4 like even WHILE THEY WERE DATING. its stupid. and like u said: nancy isnt like that !! she’d never directly hurt anyone :( shes so kind and loyal and the writers are mean
and jancy ,,, ugh they have sm potential if the writers would just figure them out. they keep having the same argument of jon wanting to care for his family and nancy wanting to uncover and explore shit its just. ugh.
for season 4 i will DEF be retconning some shit because yeah. im not dealing with a repeat love square that will be resolved literally THIS SEASON in season 2. feels so dumb to be so repetitive. i will however bring in some elements in that love triangle back in 4 but not in any definitive or dramatic way. smh
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u don't have to asnwer this if u don't want cause i don't want to invite this discourse but u are the only one who will understand my pain. i really like a ship where half of the ship is commonly headcanoned as being aro/ace which is fine but then unforuntately so so so many people writing for the ship i like are being like yeah no he's still aro/ace but he's in a relationship and im like hows that work? theyre just friends? and theyre like no theyre dating and they fuck and im like ??????? u keep using words wrong and i'm yelling anyway youre great
As I've posted many times over the years and will not reiterate in full here, asexual and aromantic, two terms which I think DO have value and could be helpful to many, many people, mean nothing at this point.
Asexual can mean completely repulsed by sex, could mean just doesn't desire sex, can mean does desire sex but just... isn't attracted (even if they find said person physically, emotionally, and mentally stimulating, so fuck if I know what attraction means). Same thing for aromantic with romance.
So, technically anyone can be aromantic and/or asexual. Someone happily married who has sex they want on the reg with their partner is actually the best aroace representation in the world.
If we applied this to any other identity we'd all realize it sounds dumb as shit, like "this gay man wants to know his wife carnally and does so on the reg" sounds fucking ridiculous but who knows.
Not even getting into how 90% of characters ~regularly headcanoned but not explictily stated to be~ aro and/or ace are often just autistic, people of color, women people don't want to interfere with the gay ship, disabled, gay but not out about it yet (or hasnt come to terms with it yet), emotionally stunted/afraid of intimacy, sexual assault survivors, and/or some/all of hte above. Or children. I don't consume media centered on kids much these days but like... the number of literal children I have seen headcanoned as aro/ace because they went "Ewww kissing" or like... haven't dated someone yet at 14 is fucking WILD.
And wow I said I wasn't gonna get into it but look at what you made me type up.
No one else send me asks on this topic for 2-4 weeks. If you want ot talk me about this, even if it's just to agree with me, buy me something first. Or if youc an send me another good wishlist website that doesn't reveal my info but can add items from anywhere... that would also be nice. You could get an ire-free ask out of that
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I saw you made a post already about Venti and bohemian raspody (I think I spelt it wrong sorry) but do you have any imagines for other songs and other characters? I'm the type of person who always needs SOME sort of song on or brain don't work.
Childe def have something to say about rapustin or its genshin remix. I'd imagine Xinyan would be excited to hear our rock songs. omg if Beidou sang Butch 4 Butch (by Rio Romeo)...
sorry about the slight tangent, this can be cult!SAGAU or just general self-aware
YEAHHHHH okay most of these are going to be songs I listen/have listened to but I will include the rasputin/genshin remix of it bc I have to. mild warning for violence at childes bit talking abt what happened to rasputin
A speaker, a stranger, and songs from faraway places.
VENTI gathers the crowd in Mondstat to listen to a strange box filled with strange sounds- and you come quickly to claim it as yours. Disappointed, the bard hands the device back to you, only for you to strike up a new tune- one he had never heard before...
Fischl is fitting of the middle school kids who called themselves 'emo' and listened to pop-punk, and she would probably listen to Halsey's Badlands album and cry that this person understands her like nobody else does.
Eula demands to hear the music the upper crust of your society listens to, and when you put her on classical music from your time, she seems... bored. The speaker autoplays (somehow) to an early Taylor Swift song- and Eula gets up and twirls around like never seen, crying out that this female bard speaks with the feeling of a thousand hearts. The song is Love Story. Amber is seen in the background holding Baron Bunny in awe.
XINYAN takes the sheet music you hand her and looks it over, amber eyes scanning through the pages. A smile is alight on her face, and she skips back up to the stage, cueing the conductor to start from the beginning. She starts strumming the chords, and she opens her mouth to sing.
I'm in the business of misery,
Let's take it from the top,
She's got a body like an hourglass, it's ticking like a clock,
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth-
Liyuen people have begun to gather, and Xinyan is really getting into the song. Her strong chest vocals fit the song's key very well, and the little way she shakes her head when she hits the chorus sends the audience into a cheer.
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
She's having a blast, and Yun Jin and Zhongli are both bopping their heads along to the beat. Xingqiu looks like he's had an epiphany. He's holding onto Chongyun's arm, and Xiangling is helping Gouba up to dance on the table. You catch Xinyan's eyes and her expression says everything- thank you, thank you for making my dreams a reality, thank you for believing in me when nobody else did.
TARTAGLIA isn't too far away, and he hears the loud thrums of Xinyan's guitar and smiles. He misses her infectious positivity from the Labyrinth, and he hopes that one day he can be brave enough to tell her the truth about who he really is. She deserves at least that much.
You find him hanging around underneath the red metal walkways, holding a kite from a toy maker, presumably to send back home. He catches your eye and smiles, but the smile has a repressed pain barely kept behind it.
He asks if music meant a lot to your home. You nod, and say that it was one of the things that connected you all the most. Your eyes brighten, and you say that your home had a song dedicated to a lover in a snowy kingdom much like himself. He's confused, and asks you to show him more. So you let him listen to the full four minutes twenty eight seconds of the song, watching as his eyes are sparkling with interest. It's the next part that gets him.
But when his drinking and lusting
And his hunger for power
Became known to more and more people
The demands to do something
About this outrageous man
Became louder and louder
You see him cringe inwardly and bite his lip, almost like he felt scolded. The song comes to a close and he gasps as the lyrics tell of the man Rasputin shot dead.
He asks if that was a real man from your home or just a story. You reply that Rasputin was very real, and his story served as a lesson to those that followed him. Much like himself, you note, Rasputin was loved heavily and capable of so much change. He seems a bit lost. He wasn't as prolific a lover as the man in the song. You sigh, and remember that sometimes he cannot see himself in all his layers the way you do. He can't see himself as you [we, you whisper] see him.
#asks#keeg writes#xinyan#venti#fischl#eula#childe#this was fun whee#sagau#alien reader#this is also not xinyan/childe btw they are familial#just cause they mean something to one another doesn't mean theyre dating#genshin self aware#genshin sagau#god reader#self aware genshin
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how they say sorry when they're in the wrong
a/n: ehe hi dropping back in again for these *zooms out*
char.: thoma x gn!reader, beidou x gn!reader, kazuha x gn!reader (I LOVE THESE THREE)
⌗ THOMA.
- mond ginger man is bashful. thoma is very ashamed of himself for not behaving like a "true man"
- i think the two of you would fight over your insecurities tbh
- thoma jabs at you and doesn't realise what he did wrong until he
- he understands what he did wrong and the guilt eats him up from the inside kjhgfd
- probably asks ayaka what to do tbh – not that he can't hold his own front, but i think he would be too upset and emotional about hurting you that he ends up doing this
- thoma ends up stumbling over his words and things like that ahh
- he's sad and quiet
- "(Y/N).. I'm sorry, I was way out of line just now.. will you forgive me? Please?"
- then you kiss thoma on the cheek when you forgive him
- takes you out on another date and it's full of cuddles and snuggles and cutesy stuff
- its so full of i love you's and reassuring things!!! hugs bc thoma seems like a touchy-feely person (correct me if im wrong, i haven't gone through 2.1 archon quest fully yet. i only saw bits and pieces!)
⌗ BEIDOU.
- ahjfsk beidou ily
- she probably was too loud, in contrast to your quieter personality
- anyways beidou snapped bc she couldn't get back the energy she was giving
- it took her a while to realise not everyone was going to be the same and not everyone could be as energetic as her
- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
- beidou feels hella guilty tbh and probably goes to ningguang and keqing for advice
- anyways
- she gets food from xiangling and wanmin restaurant and brings you to qingyun peak (or the alcor) to apologise
- "(Y/N)... I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me at that time. I hope you accept my apology!"
- you accept it anyways, you can't stay upset at beidou for long
- hugs & kisses xx. we all know beidou is a hugely touchy-feely person
⌗ KAZUHA.
- kazuha :(
- the two of you probably fought over something in the alcor idk
- again, slightly slandering you over your flaws and insecurities
- juza and huixing witness everyt and theyre just... kind of in shock as you teleport away from everything
- i think kazuha would brood in his room for a while until he realises what he did was wrong,,,,
- like his mom beidou, he sometimes doesn't get the fact that some people can have very different energies from each other
- and that can cause friction :")))
- anyhoo, he works up the courage to apologise and he even writes a little apology haiku for you!!!
- kazuha finds you once you're back and the two of you just. sit silently in his room until one of you talk.
- "i'm sorry, (y/n)... i shouldn't have lashed out at you like that. i was in the wrong. will you forgive me? it doesn't have to be now, but will you forgive me?"
- i mean... as much as you're upset at kazuha, you really can't stay mad at him for long XD
- and then the two of you make up ghdfsjgjhk ahh
- hurt no comfort? nah,. we only know hurt and comfort
arghkfhdsjgksfd i know i said i was taking a hiatus but i just needed to write something. like/rb if you liked it!!! ahhh
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This gay nerd and his rugby lad are so Soft im dying. Theyre so different from one another and in those differences they comfort each other so sweetly.
Where Nick panics because everyone seems to expect and demand something of him, Charlie reasures him with this love that is not conditional. Charlie doesn't push Nick. He in fact makes sure that whenever Nick takes a step foward, he is doing so because he wants to and not because he feels like he has too. And part of that comes from Charlies trauma and his feeling that he needs to put everyone else before him, but a lot of it comes from actually seeing Nick and his panic. Charlie sees Nicks empathy and his kindness and he realizes. And he reasures Nick. He doesnt have to come out until he is ready. He is not less worthy of love just because he is his own person first and not someone elses idea of a person. You see it in their talks, in their stares, in their actions. Like when Nick is apologizing for the date with Imogen and halfway Charlies face changes from do you like her? did you want to go out with her and didnt know how to tell me? to of course. you dork. of course you didnt know how to say something possibly mean to someone who was aching. He sees Nick. Charlie sees where Nick is aching and makes sure to make it ache less.
And where Charlie hurts and thinks that him simply existing is, on its own, him asking for too much, Nick jumps to correcting him every time he sees Charlie downplay himself and throw himself under the bus for the sake of everyone else. He starts doing it the second he sees it because he sees Charlie, all of him. Where Charlie has been pushed to think of himself as undeserving, Nick cant concieve of a world where that could be true and its so evident how seeing Charlie like that is just a slap in the face for Nick every time. He sees Charlie and loves him, loves who he is and how he came into his life to become his favorite person. All he wants is for Charlie to know, to see himself the way Nick sees him and for him to never doubt that he is who he wants, who makes him the happiest, who he wants to share all of this with. And what pains Nick the most is how he not always finds a way to show Charlie that. Cause figuring himself while in the middle of cruel teenage boys and a world that reminds him on every step he takes that he should be ashamed, he should be afraid of being this different, it means not always fully being who he wants to be to Charlie and even with him reasuring Nick that he should take his time and not rush if he is not ready, he is torn. He wants to reasure Charlie and he hates himself when he doesnt cause, god, its so obvious to him. He loves Charlie and its so natural and right there for him that he turns out to be exactly who Charlie needs. Nick gives Charlie the space to heal and know that all that doubt exists in him because of the trauma, not because anything in him is underserving of love. Charlies you like me? with such a i hadnt dare to hope for this in his eyes when talking to Nick in the arcade and Nick asking how that wasnt obvious. Charlies does this mean we are boyfriends now? in the beach and the utter amazement in Nicks wasnt that already established the last ten times we made out? followed by his adorable you are my boyfriend! im your boyfriend! we are boyfriends! And we know Charlie didnt dare to asume that Nick was his boyfriend because Ben made sure to make Charlie feel like shit for daring to not hate and hide from being gay, from loving a boy, we know where that fear and pain comes from even if Nick doesnt exactly, but we see how Nicks love helps Charlie heal regardless. Cause even missing some context, Nick makes Charlie ache less.
This gay nerd and his rugby lad have me dying, seeing in them how loving someone is comforting them and them comforting you too. Not because you are expected to, or because thats what you need to do to deserve being loved, but because you want that someone to be happy. You love them, and you want them to be the happiest they can possibly be.
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Hi! I love your work 🥰
I was wondering if I could request a scenario with Levi and MC, where Levi tries to confess but MC reveals that theyre actually already dating another brother (I would think Mammon, but any would work!). And Levi is, um, not happy to say the least. He always kinda gave me incel vibes, and that paired with being the avatar of envy makes me think this could be an interesting situation! Maybe the other brothers have to step in to help MC or something.
I hope youre having a great day and remember to drink lots of water 💕
I actually have a headache because I haven't drank any water in like ten hours, lol. (Also, I don't know if I can write incel-ness very well, so let me know if you like it!)
This is it! This is the moment! It doesn't matter that in TSL Henry got together with Lord of the Fools, he's going to claim his Henry!
He's been at your door trying to knock for a whole hour. It's 11 at night.
He's startled when the door opens, but that's nothing to your reaction. You yell in surprise, tripping over yourself to get away from the door. Mammon has tackled him to the floor, in full demon form, and is snarling.
The commotion of everything, all of the other brothers gather, some in their demon forms, others not. Lucifer is the only one who had enough presents of mind to turn on the light.
Mammon still has Levi pinned when you come to stand in the doorway. "Levi?!! You scared the crap out of me!" You laugh out.
"S-Sorry Mc.." Mammon lets Levi up. "I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to scare you."
Walking over to him, you pay him on the shoulder in a show of good faith. "Don't worry about it. Why were you at my door anyway?"
"I-I.. I was hoping that I could talk to you?" His face is bright red as he asks. "Alone?"
You glance at Mammon, having a silent conversation spoken in small facial movements and a smile.
"Sure Levi, come on. We can go to the observatory. I trust we won't be followed."
Once you two got to the observatory, Levi was less red in the face but still blushed. "M-Mc, would you go on a date with me?!" He blurts out.
"uh... I'm so sorry."
"Please! Just one date. Let's try it out, see if it works!" He begs, hands clasped in front of his chest.
"Levi.." You, take a step back, "I can't. I'm already in a relationship."
"I knew you'd never like a gross yucky otaku like me!" He starts to cry, folding into himself.
"Its not that Levi, I like you just fine, but only as a friend." You, step forward, hand hovering awkwardly over his shoulder.
It's like a switch flipped and he became a different person. "Get away from me!"
You practically jump away from him as he turns into his demon form. "what?"
"Stay away from me!" Levi stood up and stalked over to you. "Stay back! I hate you!" He pushes you away, causing you to fall.
You feel your pact with Mammon flare and suddenly he's there, in front of you.
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umm heyheyhey there cool individual may i please request a kny and bnha matchup?? if theyre closed please ignore this lol anywhays heres some info fdjsjs:
Im 5'2", virgo, INFP, he/him or they/them pronouns, shortish curly brown hair, neurodivergent, i wear glasses, my personality is kinda iFfy yk i have social anxiety and shit, i get pretty passionate about the things i like, insomniac, i guess im pretty chill and honestly dont care too much about stuff, i get told that im pretty mature for my age but im actually a dumbass, i am most defintily reckless and dont give two shits bout it. chronic meme lord ig, demands all the physical affection but will need a thirty minute mental prep time before hand or else i will dissolve cause i get very flustered very easily, and i think that im too sefless sometimes but i mean abksdjlgad i dunno, i am insanely indecisive, and an admire from afar kinda person. also mommy issues so make of this what you will and have a nice day :)
Hi lovely!! I literally want to be your best friend asdlkfa, will you please be a chaotic dumbass with me? N E WAYS here are you match ups <3
Your Demon Slayer Match Up is...
Obanai Iguro
When Iguro first met you, he didn't think too much of you at first. He just saw you as another slayer that needed protection.
Yet what drew him into you was your complete dumbassery. To be honest, he thought that you needed a lot of protection because you didn't think things through.
He thought that you and Mitsuri were a lot alike which is probably why he was so easy with being around you.
As he spent more time with you, he realized that you two had a lot more in common than you originally thought.
He isn't the most social either soo he's fine with just sitting with you and enjoying each other's company without a lot of talking.
He likes it when you two go restaurant exploring. Especially restaurants that specialize in foods from different regions.
Iguro realizes that he likes you when you two hold hands for the first time. Just being in the domestic moments and relishing in each others' presence was enough for him.
After you two get together, not much changes.
Well, outside of your private homes.
When it is just you two, you both love to relax with each other. IF you are up for it, he will hold you for as long as possible.
He doesn't like to say it, but he loves physical affection.
At random times, he'll like to surprise you with little trips. This is only when the both of you have free time, so it isn't very often, but he tries to make the best of it.
Also, if you get along with Kaburamaru, he will most likely marry you.
Iguro may not seem like it, but he is very good when it comes to giving advice. You can count on him to always be there if you just need someone to listen to you or if you need any help.
All in all, he is very accommodating to you and will always be there to lend a hand.
Your My Hero Academia Match Up is...
Sero Hanta
Sero was drawn to you because of your crazy antics. You seemed to fit in so well with his friend group, he thought that it would be great to have you join.
He loves to do crazy things with you. He will always be one of the first ones to sign up to go and do something against the rules.
He doesn't mind your ADHD since Denki has it as well. He knows how it is for most people and he knows why you are the way you are most of the time.
He enjoys taking you adventuring off-campus. He mostly likes to take you to arcades and cafes since that's where he always went when he was younger.
At first, you two only went with the whole friend group, but eventually you two started to go alone.
Sero realizes his feelings for you after you two play Dance Dance Revolution and you royally kick his ass at it.
You two were basically collapsed on the ground in exhaustion, leaning against each other, and laughing while trying to catch your breath.
After you two start dating, he is a lot more affectionate. It takes him a little while to realize that you need time to mentally prepare yourself before you should be touched.
He realized that after he randomly hugged you and you froze for a solid five minutes.
Sero likes to have movie nights with you where you two both choose a movie and see which one puts you to sleep first. (usually, it's the ones he picks)
Overall, he will always be there to take you on random adventures and he will always be there to comfort you when you need it.
#demon slayer#demon slayer match up#demon slayer x reader#kimetsu no yabia#kimetsu no yaiba x reader#kimetsu no yaiba match up#kny#kny x reader#kny match up#iguro obanai#iguro obanai x reader#iguro obanai fluff#iguro#iguro x reader#iguro fluff#my hero academia#my hero academia x reader#my hero academia match up#mha#mha x reader#mha matchup#bnha x reader#bnha match up#boku no hero academia#boku no hero academia x reader#boku no hero academia match up
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hey i hope this doesnt come across as antagonistic or in bad faith bc i genuinely do like you as a person and have followed you for years but that post you made about thinking you were bi for being attracted to transfems is a wildly bad look. im a lesbian and have been with transfem and cis partners and like i dont know but. i think that is your own trasmisogyny out in the light. bc cis gay and cis lesbians and cis straight people have trans partners too and associating genitalia with attraction isn’t smth ive seen solely associated with bisexuality at all. in fact ive actually only seen terfs say it when they say theyre bi but “only attracted to women and trans women” (yes there are terfs that date trans girls can you believe this shit)
like im genuinely not trying to accuse you of anything but I do think that line of thinking was transmisogyny on your part and idk it’s just fucked up to me a trans guy had that line of thinking bc I feel like other trans people should know better then to associate what’s in your pants with attraction . a cishet woman dating a trans male is still straight and a cishet man dating a trans woman is too. same with cisgay people with their trans partners. idk. like please reconsider how you view transfeminine bodies bc I feel like someone that held such a transphobic line of thinking for so long should not be making “women and real women” jokes
Hey anon, I appreciate you taking the time to send this to me, and it doesn't appear antagonistic at all - to the contrary! Nonetheless I hope you can understand what I have to say to this. It wasn't Literally Only being attracted to trans girls that made me think I was bi - I've dated several boys before too, mostly because I was hoping it would "fix me" and turn me back into a girl. Every time I'd get quite distant from the guy at best due to not actually having any true interest; once I accepted I was not going to be "fixed" I was able to be happy as a straight guy.
It was merely that another factor was being told that straight people tended to have genital preferences, and the fact that I didn't was probably thanks to being bi. It was not the cause of me thinking I was bi but a large part of me thinking it was my only option as far as self identification is concerned. For all I know it is only TERFs saying this is the case, but that would mean just about every well meaning cis person I know is a TERF which seems.. wildly unlikely? This is coming from like. My guy friends who will reassure me "there's always bi girls and straight girls who don't care, no reason to think you'll never find a girlfriend" etc etc. I doubt any of them even know what being a TERF means. It is also just a proven fact that most het women don't wanna date a trans guy - IIRC the stats sit at something like 3% of het guys wanting to date trans girls and 1% of het girls wanting to date trans guys, and I'm sure the stats go lower when asked about if they haven't had bottom surgery. That sort of mentality makes it very easy to think not having genital preferences is largely due to being bisexual.
As such, I feel the issue of miscommunication here is a confusion of cause and effect? The conjecture that lack of preference made me bisexual was effect, not cause, of my former bisexual identification.
If I am genuinely transmisognynistic due to having missed the point somehow I welcome being told how and what I can do to remedy it, as I take that stuff incredibly seriously. In addition, I'm extremely sorry for any transmisogyny I have perpetrated in the past or present, as that's totally unacceptable and not what I stand for in the slightest. This notwithstanding, that post was seriously just one facet of a wildly complicated story and the stuff I choose to say on a whim online is by no means the whole picture, and making character judgements like that it like judging a stranger for how they act on a bus.
Thank you very much, anon. If there's something else I need to address please let me know.
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I'm asking as a confused trans and gay person regarding some of your recent posts saying aphobia doesn't exist, etc. Do you consider asexual people to be inherently LGBT even if they are cisgender and straight (heteroromantic)? I don't want to discriminate at all, I'm just confused because I see people fighting on here all the time about whether aces are part of the LGBT community or not. Do you have some insight for me as an ace nonbinary person? Thanks in advance!
no it’s fine lol dw!
i’m not sure how to explain this w/o being too extensive in what i say bc i’ve talked about this before but more in private conversations (and maybe some rants in tumblr posts) nd i tend to ramble abt it.
first of all i do not actually like the common conception that there is one way to define LGBT or the idea that everyone should fall within that category term or not, for example because the English language is colonial and rigid and does not reflect on experiences of all cultures, bc being gay or trans are not distinctly different experiences everywhere while they would be divided into different categories. so whereas i was more insistent on saying ‘you must be gay / bi / lesbian / trans to be LGBT / suffer from homophobia or transphobia’ i’ve come to realize now that this argument is rather exclusive of many gender diverse identities that do not correspond to all experiences or cultures. so i will stay away from using that argument.
however, i am speaking from my experience with online LGBT and asexual communities and have seen how the latter has tried to force itself into the other. i think a large issue with the asexual and aromantic communities is that they are partially based upon the creation of AVEN, an online forum founded by a homophobic and antisemitic man, and partially (though related to the former) by just blatantly made up statistics and history. not once have i seen a good argument or research or even personal accounts that illustrate very well why aphobia is a thing. i am asexual myself but do not want to take the lack of discrimination i faced for it as proof. there have been accounts of ‘aphobic’ discrimination that are either 1. much more a general concern with the OP facing misogyny and girls being sexualized, 2. someone making a remark based on a misconception of OP’s experiences or 3. misappropriation of terms and applying them to asexuality, e.g. ‘corrective rape’ was coined to refer to (African) lesbians who were assaulted under the presumption that it would turn them straight. asexuals have appropriated this term years ago to claim asexual people face rape on a large scale because perpetrators try to force them into liking sex. some people don’t even know the original meaning of the term because of this. i’m also not a big fan of this new interpretation of the term anyway, because legit sexual attraction is not the main reasons people commit rape; it is to seek power. this kind of mindset of asexual people being inherently vulnerable to sexual violence due to lack of feeling sexual attraction is seriously harmful; in the crime show Law and Order SVU, a suspect was let off because some main character said the suspect was asexual and this couldn’t have done it. people can be and sometimes are raped by an asexual person, because it is about taking advantage of someone and not attraction. the sole fact that so many authors of overly fetishistic fanfiction are asexual should prove this much, but instead the lack of attraction is used to distance oneself from the harm one can still cause.
and yes, asexual people can face discrimination, especially if you’re a girl you’re expected to be sexually submissive, which is pretty horrifying on its own. but this is not the same as targeted discrimination on a mass scale or institutional whatsoever. we are not thaught as we grow old that asexuals are disgusting, are a joke, or need to be violently murdered. my biggest issue with the asexual and aromantic community that we (as i have removed myself from it years ago) keep telling it that anecdontal accounts of being mildly discriminated is nowhere near the same as risking being kicked out of your house, being violently attacked due to the way you appear or having a partner of the same gender, being systematically discriminated by all sorts of institutions in society and being thaught that what you are is bad from an early age on. and then the counterargument is that LGBT is more recognized but asexual and aromantic isn’t, so ‘ace / aro’ people deserve to be included because they are underrepresented in media. but that is not the case at all. the speed at which asexuality has suddenly been incorporated and included into LGBT spaces, also offline, has been ridiculously fast. nowadays when you see a bunch of LGBT flags you see the asexual one being included a lot, sometimes in 3 different versions, while the lesbian flag is nowhere to be seen. lesbians are consistently excluded from their supposedly own community and they are not included in LGBT due to a need to change underrepresentation or lack of awareness, but because they face their own version of homophobia. the most mind-boggling thing about cis / cishet asexual and aromantic people being told that they are not oppressed, is that the response is not relief (’oh i’m glad i don’t face systematic oppression for this thing’) but anger (’how dare you not let us into your group!’). LGBT is seen as a fun party that is unnecessarily mean to anyone it gatekeeps, as if it is not actually necessary to keep out cishet people who benefit from their privilege and can use that against the rest in the group if they join.
my largest issue with the asexual community however, and i’ve touched upon this a bit before in the post, is that it victimizes itself, to such a degree where it puts itself oppositional to ‘allosexuals’. the whole idea that people who experience sexual attraction to another person are inherently privileged over abd hold power over asexual people is just not true (and the same goes for this rethoric for aromantic people). this idea is so wrong and the whole concept of the ‘allosexual’ as oppressor collapses once you consider that people who are attracted to the same gender are actually in danger and oppressed for their very attraction. not only are those who experience attraction (that isnt platonic) to other people portrayed as oppressors, but also as perverted freaks. once i decided to stop associating myself with acearo people and instead interact with LGBT people with other experiences, i realized just how much stigmatizing abd frankly, homophobic and transphobic bullshit i’ve adopted within the spaces i used to be in and that i still see gather a lot of traction (now their harmful points are also used on twitter and IRL in the public domain). the community has a huge issue where it teaches you to be puzzled and grossed out by people who want to date / kiss / have sex with other people, and this results in GSAs that now include asexuals to prohibit kissing your partner per request of asexual / aromantic members, asexual people showing up at pride with ‘can we just hug?’ signs, the common serophobic jokes (’at least we dont get hiv!!’ blergh), and for me it led to a great discomfort with kissing and sex imagery and it wasn’t until i left the community that this was in fact subtle homophobia because so much content on here is lgbt themed and to combine that with the increasing aversion to romance or sex without critically looking at that is... very toxic to say the least.
so where it’s standing right now, i don’t think including asexual or aromatic people in LGBT spaces on the basis of those identities is a good idea. one community advocates for the acceptance of sex, whereas the other is stigmatizing it and painting off those who are in fact oppressed for their transness or homosexuality, as the oppressors. it clashes and it doesn’t work. the ‘ace / aro’ community (quote unquote bc i see ‘ace’ being used a lot to imply superiority over ‘allosexuals’ like, theyre being the ace at something) has too many issues, which it is largely based on, to figure out. it can be a community on its own and i do not think you need to join LGBT to have a valid identity that has something to do with sexuality or gender and deals with a form of stigma.
it woukd be a rant, i warned you lol
#asks#anon#the asexual comm#homophobia //#transphobia //#lesbophobia //#rape mention //#serophobia //
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Quarantine promps me for unexpected music analyzes
THE LOUVRE by Lorde / CRUEL SUMMER by Taylor Swift
What Lorde said about song?
“I wanted to [give the feeling of] just like the big sun-soaked dumbness of falling in love and it’s like your whole head is like glue, it’s amazing. It is like drugs. It’s like ‘I just want to be by you all the time, I just want to listen to you talk and look at your face do all those dumb things that it does when you talk. It’s just like this big dumb joy and it’s intense – and I feel like the instrumentation in that song kind of helped it get there.”
“When i wrote it, there is an element when i look at myself like i do fall so hard at the beggining and leading to that knowledge people are not black or white, there is more complicated [situation]. You can love someone and they sitting letting you down, like there is element of self harsh”
Her usual speech before “The Louvre”:
“This song is about crush. The really early stages of having crush on someone. You like them and they like you, it makes you feel crazy sometimes. You texting them and it takes way too long to text you back, you like AAAAAAAA [cringed, then laughing] i don’t even done that, i don’t know, i’m cool”
“This is a song about crush, a summer crush, like kind of a crush when you follow each other around all summer and you don’t know where its gonna go, but you know its something”
What Taylor said about song?
“This song is one that I wrote about the feeling of a summer romance, and how often times a summer romance can be layered with all these feelings of, like, pining away and sometimes even secrecy. It deals with the idea of being in a relationship where there’s some element of desperation and pain in it, where you’re yearning for something that you don’t quite have yet, it’s just right there, and you just, like, can’t reach it. So, this has some of my favorite lyrics on it, and it was so fun to write this. “
“ I wanted this song to feel like a desperate summer love that might be doomed from the start. My favourite line from this song is, “I love you. Ain’t that the worst thing you ever heard?””
THE LOUVRE’s lyrics without chorus BOOM BOOM BOOM:
Verse 1 “Well, summer slipped us underneath her tongue
Our days and nights are perfumed with obsession” - Lorde and her new lover obsessed with each other
Half of my wardrobe is on your bedroom floor
Use our eyes, throw our hands overboard
Verse 2 “I am your sweetheart psychopathic crush
Drink up your movements, still I can't get enough” - addicted psycho lol
I overthink your punctuation use
Not my fault, just a thing that my mind do
Pre-chorus “A rush at the beginning” - their relationship seems to be fast growing
I get caught up, just for a minute
But lover, you're the one to blame
“All that you’re doing”- her new lover such a charmer
Can you hear the violence?
Megaphone to my chest
Broadcast the boom, boom, boom, boom
And make 'em all dance to it
Verse 3 “Our thing progresses, I call and you come through
Blow all my friendships, to sit in hell with you” - idk whats the problems her lover have, Lorde just accept situation and trying to support them / maybe she means social isolation from friends
“But we’re the greatest, they’ll hang us in the Louvre” - intresting phrase cause somebody interpretated it like their relationship so good that they will hang at museum, but for me its more about reputation(?), about social position, their place in society
“Down the back, but who cares—still the Louvre” - imo its about secrecy, nobody will see them, but thats probably what they want
Okay I know that you are not my type
(still I fall)
I’m just the sucker who let you fill her mind
(but what about love?)
Nothing wrong with it
Supernatural
Just move in close to me, closer, you’ll feel it coasting
CRUEL SUMMER lyrics:
Verse 1 “Fever dream high in the quiet of the night
You know that I caught it” (Oh yeah, you're right, I want it) - typical taylor head over heels for somebody
Bad, bad boy, shiny toy with a price
You know that I bought it (Oh yeah, you're right, I want it) - strange lines for me, sounds like she just bought man for media games
Pre-Chorus “Killing me slow, out the window
I'm always waiting for you to be waiting below”
“Devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes” - another day, another lover, same old taylor and her repeated actions, who knows where the life goes
“What doesn't kill me makes me want you more” - gambling taylor wakes up
Chorus “And it's new, the shape of your body” - they just have started f’cking
“It's blue, the feeling I've got” - shes sad cause promblems showed up on all sides and this “relationship” is started at the wrong time ( fight with kim&kanye, dating someone else, #taylorswiftisoverparty)
And it's ooh, whoa oh
It's a cruel summer
It's cool, that's what I tell 'em
“No rules in breakable heaven” - theyre not in commited relationship, pals in action
But ooh, whoa oh
It's a cruel summer
With you
Verse 2 “Hang your head low in the glow of the vending machine” - again. secrecy.
“I'm not dying (Oh yeah, you're right, I want it)” - she still wants them to contiune
“We say that we'll just screw it up in these trying times” - maybe the line about their lame trying being secretive, maybe about relationship itself
We're not trying (Oh yeah, you're right, I want it)
Pre-Chorus 2 “So cut the headlights, summer's a knife” - she provucing to end relationship, if it ends than chasing(attention) will stops
“I'm always waiting for you just to cut to the bone” - she dont trust them
Devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes
“And if I bleed, you'll be the last to know” - she dont want them to see her weakness, if in the end of the story she’ll be hurt, she too proud to be exposed like that
Bridge “I'm drunk in the back of the car
And I cried like a baby coming home from the bar (Oh)
Said, "I'm fine," but it wasn't true
I don't wanna keep secrets just to keep you
And I snuck in through the garden gate
Every night that summer just to seal my fate (Oh) - tay really wants them to be in more serious phase then theyre rn
And I scream, "For whatever it's worth
I love you, ain't that the worst thing you ever heard?"
He looks up, grinning like a devil
In conclusion, 2016 was hard year for both of them. Glad its all in the past right now. Our industry friends lived similar moments, what a mental connection hahahaha
Thank you for giving attention to that shitty post 🌚💚
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https://seaworldentertainment.com/blog/coronavirus
72 hour window, sea world you can do better.
Anxiety and stress cause people to introvert and a single email or especially a phone call can be impossible.
Mental health awareness should enable you to change that policy.
Plus just the panic some arise to the occasion - others shut down
I do both. In my personal life... I don't like canceling on others. And so sometimes I just don't show up without a call. Just blow it off.
I have severe issues at times where hiding is the best feeling for me to use to survive...
I recommend that all places that charge people to go to give automatic refunds or allow travel rearrangement for up to 5 years in the future but at least 3 years to reschedule.
Having only a short window of the rest of 2020 -- well i can tell you it's highly likely people will not be doing shit on their own for the rest of the year as far as having the freedom to make plans of where and when they will go
And if they do Then you have people from March to October that need to fulfill their travel obligations plus you have the humans that want to go as well.
So, you will actually overfill your facilities and you will cause a problem on quality you can provide and have over crowding which dimishes the quality of your services and the ability of guests to enjoy the experiences and hospitality you provide.
Thus then making people not want to make plans for the following year to your business...
So i recommend at least a 3 year window to reschedule. Maximum of 5.
This allows the promise you'll have guests willing to go for the next 5 years meaning that people will go And pay like at sea world pay extra for food and gift shop items. Thus providing an income.
Some places will feel the need to financially close. Like here we have a small amusement park in Albuquerque called Cliff's... Im sure they would be fine and not close because of the tight knit community and school field trips and etc. But if they had to there would be an ability to sell so the community can still enjoy. So ...
Places should seek the ability to sell to keep the community activities available. Or at minimum give a refund and also highly advertise as much as possible Your permanent end date so people can cram in and get their dollar worth
It seems that our time on the ocean will not exceed past 2020 and so in 2021 the world will be free.
And yet we cannot promise that. I won't. Because I don't know what will happen exactly for sure for sure. Until it's done.
So i feel comfortable saying everyone will be locked down for the remainder of 2020.
Will we be? We are working as diligently as possible. I am working with amnesia and so governments have a 3 year lock down achievement plan. Across the globe. The last two years remaining of the plan are intended to be free with extra caution.
We have many things at stake. Primarily abductions and alien issues. As well as diseases which aren't a primary concern because they are created then altered in a way most people are safe. Its an inner soul that can heal. Changes in the minds and soul. Medical care is for comfort only But can not heal.
Injuries on the other hand must require hospital care and we will work to get healers in as much as possible. Otherwise traditional stitches and surgery for now.
Just don't take it too harsh when a patient dies. Just do the best you can. Know you did the best and somethings are simply out of your control.
If you did the best you could don't second guess. Ask a tree If there is a better solution. But don't torture and beat yourself up about it. Just keep adding and retaining information to help you assist in the future.
I say that as for doctors but that goes for all our Humans, New and Old.
What we hope for is a repeat time of last year where its the end of October we begin release just like we did for the human traffic victims.
So if youre wondering and you need a time placement look to last year and say "this year we will spend like human traffic victims did And we will be let free the same time Sabrina found them last year. So the end of the year holidays"
Personally like Alex I don't like the lock down modes and you can tell by the way i have responded to that.
However i do deem it is necessary for human safety and will only work if it is adhered to the strictest of rules.
Not for the spread of Viruses as i have represented is not a concern to me -- But to prevent human trafficking. And to help people get off illegal drugs.
This last week 1.489 million people were kidnapped for the sole reason of human trafficking in factories. This does not include the 7.86million from planet Xion.
With 84 trillion people in the world it is a small percentage.
However it is still too many. 1 is too many. 3 people is excessive.
Rapes have gone down by 84% since DNA4U surfaced to availability. With Quarentine they have gone up by 2% because people are not using the required recommended Friends list.
Family list is genetic. It doesn't mean you can trust them it just means they share your blood line.
You must refer to the Friends list. It is searchable and filterable. So you can find a family blood line member you can trust to babysit that will not harm your child.
So you need to help us help you by standing your foot down. Call the police if you have to And say "Some one is attempting to repeatedly have access to me and/or my family and they are on my enemy list"
This will make you a priority. And you must show proof of this so the police know how to handle the situation as there sre guidelines. They can type in their computer the codes and cross data and have about 3 different solutions. Of course they will need to "target" "satellite roam" "alert zone" and see if there is stalking going on and what else all this person is doing for the entire time of Quarentine. A list will then appear of what is considered good and bad.
7 times the first week of Quarentine to stores -- pass
7 times in the 3rd week of Quarentine to shop -- fail
8 times to enemy only after researching DNA4U -- inquire -- then it states from the looks of it -- did they go around looking in Windows? Did they go knock? So it is dependent on the quality of the people involved. They are coded by color and letter.
So basically a person of lower quality looking in Windows will state -- inquire -- FAIL FAIL
A highest quality will state -- inquire -- PASS PASS.
Highest human quality will state ------ PASS
Then there's Pass which is an alert the person is an a state of depression. Meaning white gloves. Extra care.
pass means action will occur in the upcoming months or has already. No punishment.
pass/fail means you've done shit that you shouldn't had. But we will let it go.
Then you will get s police report of Tree Quality sent to your DNA4U.
The police will also get one to the satellite map system. SMS. Which they then transfer with their comments to their local police reporting system. If they choose.
So call and report,tresspassors and other things
We called yesterday for Alex and he didn't want to. But i wasnt there. His security is to guard. He ran in the house and they fired warning shots and went in. Thus stating inside the home Chris McGayHay would be killed because that was the claimant territory. And also it auto covers any place where there is lung/gill breathing life.
So had Chris went to where the animals were even am aquarium since he had already physically attacked, he would have been shot and killed immediately.
Instead i handled his sick brain and kept him on the ground by using my experiences. Until police arrived.
I've promised him for the last 20 years i would make sure he got my revenge on his lies and forceful actions upon me and others. Since he was a "child" of 8 years old. Sometimes pure evil is obvious.
He's had time to change and if he had gotten bygones would be bygones. But like other evil he's continued.
So i never told him the police were coming.
And a sideline to "drug dealers" i promised if you used my system you would not be arrested.
I did not promise users anything except they would get their drugs and changes would occur to weight and quantity that is not the dealers concern.
So I in essence protected the drug dealers but trre does over see.
I am head of the CIA and so they do work for me, i do allow them extra pay that would otherwise go to the CIA. "Taxes" so they are paid by the CIA. I got a very tight system.
They would be laid off/fired. Which means when told to quit because theyre stupid they have to quit and then tree handles and it could include arrest if they continue to sell large amounts or to more than 20 people a few grams.
That is people whom were paid by the CIA to handle transactions of illegal drugs. Only.
So 5 people were laid off and tree had in depth discussion in person and so 2 were reihired. 3 were killed. Worldwide.
Now if someone i just explained did what Chris did they would been killed instantly due to the responsibility they hold to be an upright citizen. They would not have been arrested.
Now if Alex was a delivery personnel and Chris was a pick up and you like Alex punched him 9 times in the face and fucked him up. You would get an apology and the customer would been killed and/or arrested. Also you would get free medical care.
Now the concern was I turned him in for the quantity of drugs he had on him. He worked (no longer so mechanics find another team because Chris WILL DIE that is a fact and a promise) for NHRA. ALL NHRA employees were Ordered to get their drug issues under control. Per NHRA WRITTEN and DISTRIBUTED guidelines he was 79% over the limit. So he had almost double what he was allowed to OWN. And he is only allowed to carry one day worth on his person. Unless he just did a pick up.
So it was up to 7 ounces he could carry in the beginning. Now it is 3.4 ounces hes allowed to carry. Any NHRA employee that was employed in February 2020 or hired since then.
It lowers every week. They have to check the schedule.
That said. Any drug user with 2x more Than what the NHRA is allowed and is involved in a violent crime upon an innocent person will be charged with drug trafficking. This includes kidnapping. Domestic violence. Theft.
The minimum level for a random user with out an employee guidelines will be set at 1 ounce as max. On the person.
So that is set for criminal misconduct and that amount is set for the 4th of July.
Everyone in the world is in rehab.
In one way or another. I'm in rehab for my amnesia. Mine is on tv and in social media i can find photo. Ysll help. Its a long explaination ... But y'all help because I watch on Netflix what you do. I watch Top 10 and i watch trending and i watch new releases and recommendations. Like kinda turning on the radio... Just what's on easy access
So this way i found the series "you" which shows Alex in a non forgiving light. The different girls are all me. Basically in simple terms its called "shape shifting" the reason is for our safety... Some for his sanity... Some obviously I made mistakes... Like not realizing the emotional problem associated with
Now there is with Beck some crazy shit. Now what it was was we were being watched with all kinds of spy equipment. So we were like when i was locked in th box -- it was acting... Emotionally we released but used non identifying words to express our True emotions. So basically we were saying What the spies wanted to hear. And doing what they wanted or what we needed to do to survive.
Having to,fight the Zulululu who does mind games included
So the series "you" can be enjoyed the way it is seen or it could be understood with truth. So y'all trended it and i found it.
It was filmed,in,the 1920s 1980s 1960s all,sorts. But we always magic in technology
This is why. Because we are ass holes.
We tricked them to think there was time traveling. Which is not even possible.
We did a lot of torture.
But you see Alex always picking up little kids to save... He can't help it. Poco was an illegal alien. But Alex did all he could to make his life more comfortable and happier and safer. He loved Poco, i loved Poco. We still do. So we didn't treat Any one less than human.
But we did send in electronic devices we would use in the future that were unreleased to the public and did it via magic. And we lied about years. To trick.
We did base it on reality of the time table we set to release the electronics in the future.
So it wasn't a back to the future deal. It was allowing people to use the technology we had available but had not released.
So I am in rehab for my memories and my abilities. Changing skins... Stuff like that...,
Things i have forgotten.
Trees remember but they filmed these via their tools and so i use them so they can be busy for the future and current life.
They are helpers. Some are servants but they are not slaves. And they have human feelings.
So I sometimes need to be reminded to ask them for help. Because i can't do everything on my own.
So im getting tired. Tr33 updated you on Alex. I'll be with him and try to make his day okay
I'll be watching the tv and generally resting.
So thanks for being interested in our lives and have our real life "reality" t.v. up trending and easily for me to find.
"You" is just what i needed for Alex and i's relationship. I love him.
He wants to say what happened yesterday. And so i had sent him stuff in insta then he shared in his group NHRA chat cause it was funny and informative and he said to humans to do something in particular because it will harm them.
So alien tubes that can't handle all the attention not on them got dumb.
And Chris McGayHay went at him in group saying he was disrespectful to non-humans (aka rapists) and so Alex explained what i meant that "sexual gratification isn't expected from tools such as vibrators and shit like that but from real life human experience,such as pain and suffering being relieved by sexual intercourse and the length and intensity of a sexual orgasm is,dependent upon the emotional level of both people. If one is upset just even about the world issues, sexual impulses from the brain will create more intense and sexually gratifying orgasms which is why she said for me not to get one"
And then Chris McGayHay went after Alex all crazy saying "she said not to have sex with her and I'm gonna kick your ass for lying" and some other vulgarities based upon his interactions with me. Because I don't fuck the world. I'm celebiete except with my soulmate in a metaphysical connection.
So Alex said in response "i Wouldn't want to fight me if i were you because she actually hates you and wishes you were dead. And is thus I would beat you to the living daylights were gone only for you to live the next 3 days with your lungs drowning in blood to make you think you have the Corona Virus impeded with COVID-19 and she would have you laying in my yard in some random corner after ghosting spirit and half animal crazed dragging you to where vultures will eat you. But if you wanna bring it on. You know,the rules and you must pay up front now according to the new rules format with the NHRA. Which I don't like but it stems from the Queen's ruling and how she set it up in 1994 in the Original Fight Club. So do what you want as Sabrina says but i guarantee you, you come here to fight me or her or for her when she can fight on her own you will leave here dead or wishing you were."
He has 7 hours left. If the jail sends him to the hospital to repair his internal injuries, he will die in surgery. Doctors and hospital personnel have enough on their plates to not deal with this mess is a blessing.
He does have his phone to call his loved ones to say goodbye, bitch on the internet about me and everyone else. Look at porno. Whatever he wants. But in 7 hours he will die for what he did yesterday and in hid life. Hurting others when ever he could.
So then back to the issue of yesterday. What I then sent Alex totally Contradicted what Chris said. So then I posted it when Alex and I heard Chris saying maybe that wasn't my Insta account although I posted a screen shot last month with that exact account covered over with marker. They could compared the length. I posted a full detailed story which is why I would have that account.
So my text is in Black with pink tinted. I proved I use An old site and tree proves "magic" crosses over my posts to be a certain way via my log on and ip address and my DNA. NO ONE can post in my colors. No one can post in Alex's nor Tree.
Its like going pee. It only comes out one Way. You can't refill your bladder through your pee hole. Tubers have tried this. 89% of them world wide. 100% in the USA. it's impossible
There were classes on it.
So I coded post 2x
And still he went to beat up Alex or just plain commit suicide.
So Tree has a rather lively action adventure movie to share in schools around the world. Don't worry outs specialized. He's the Tree of Knowledge.
He will use it for doctors and lawyers, people wishing to be and those just curious. By the time it's released With full editing it will be "Old World History"
He'll have 21 different videos in regards to the event. Going back 20 years when I gave him the name McGayHeyHey.
So y'all be good. If you need hospital care and you have no insurance, go to an URGENT CARE or Emergency Room and you will be automatically put on my insurance. You'll need a $3 fee to enroll. Your visit that day will cost $1. Total of $4 at the clinic then $1 for all prescription you can pay at the pharmacy or clinc.
I know y'all got $5 on me, too.
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